October 22, 2011
06:25 PM
A wishlist
by canopyofthoughts as a stickied post

This  is my wishlist. It would be very impossible if i would ask for it this coming Christmas. So it is safe to say that this is my lifetime wishlist.

I wish Santa can read this...and would surprise me in the coming years (yes Santa 'years' cause i'm willing to wait. :D)

--- I want to see a geyser.

--- I want to see aurora borealis.

--- I want to be in the middle of lavender fields.

--- I wish  I have  someone who will love to see me whenever im surprised. In short, someone who would love to surprise me once in a while. I miss it. A  sweet suprise is the sweetest and most momentous  experience on earth.

 

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October 5, 2011
03:52 PM
'unwanted'
by canopyofthoughts

What if you're hurt and sad? And then with a sudden twist, ikaw pa ang parang lumalabas na masama or nanunumbat.

It's hard to keep emotions but how can you free yourself from this mind-wrecking and heart-breaking sentiment when the person you expect most to understand you would accuse you of something you are not trying to mean.

Sa totoo lang, I am very confuse. I-secret ko ang reason ng pagtatampo ko, maiirita siya. Sabihin ko yung reason ng pagtatampo, sasabihin naman niya sinusumbatan ko siya. Which is which?

 

But I want to open up the reasons kung bakit ako minsan may tampo. Bcoz if u want to spend your lifetime with this man, u want him to know all the things that make you sad and happy (and things that make him happy/sad too) so that u will grow together and learn to adjust two different personalities. But in my case, how can I do that when everytime na ganun he would tell me na nanunumbat ako.

Maybe it would be better if I will just drown myself with all these emotions SILENTLY...after all hindi ko naman alam kung saan ako lulugar. Next time siguro, sarilinin ko na lang and let this blogsite absorbs all my emotions. Kesa naman mag-away lang, sasarilinin ko na lang and let myself drown with my own tears.

Maybe wala akong karapatang magtampo. Maybe I dont have the right to feel these sentiments.


‘San ka lulugar dun'
I was really hurt when he told me this: san ka lulugar dun?
I felt unwanted, rejected, and not needed (lalo pa't I wasn't vocally invited)...this is the first time I ever felt this way.


Sana hindi na lang ako nag-effort to make something for that day...bibigay ko na lang sa kapatid ko.


Or if talagang magiging uncomfy ako with his friends, sana man lang binoost nya ako like by saying ‘andun naman ako, di ka ma-oop'...pero sa halip ang sagot nya: san ka lulugar dun.

I really felt very unwanted and not needed.

 

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October 5, 2011
10:29 AM
worst feeling
by canopyofthoughts


♪  for now, im faking it...til im pseudo making it  ♪ ♪

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July 1, 2011
10:24 AM
IRENA SENDLER
by canopyofthoughts

 

irena s.Today, i discovered about IRENA SENDLER.One of the most beautiful human beings I have ever heard of in my life.

"Irena Sendler 1910-2008 A 98 year-old Polish woman named Irena Sendler died in 2008. During WWII, Irena worked in the Warsaw Ghetto as a plumbing/sewer specialist. Irena smuggled Jewish children out; infants in the bottom of the tool box she carried and older children in a burlap sack she carried in the back of her truck. She also had a dog in the back that she trained to bark when the Nazi soldiers let her in and out of the ghetto. The soldiers wanted nothing to do with the dog, and the barking covered the kids’ and infants’ noises. Irena managed to smuggle out and save 2500 children. She eventually was caught, and the Nazis broke both her legs, arms and beat her severely. Irena kept a record of the names of all the kids she smuggled out and kept them in a glass jar buried under a tree in her backyard. After the war, she tried to locate any parents that may have survived and reunited some of the families. Most had been killed. She helped those children get placement into foster family homes or adopted. Last year (2007) Irena was up for the Nobel Peace Prize. She was not selected. Al Gore won - for a slide show on Global Warming."

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February 8, 2011
08:33 AM
Of Sec. Angie Reyes
by canopyofthoughts

 

FOR what has been said and done...RIP Angelo Tomas Reyes.



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January 23, 2011
06:01 PM
almost dead
by canopyofthoughts

 

Useless term.

Colder than the dead.

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December 30, 2010
01:36 PM
when strangers come back...
by canopyofthoughts as a favorite post

Another year had passed. Memories were made. We met new friends and though it was hard, we had let go of some people.

This brings us to reality that as we go along the way, some people are left behind. We venture to another career and we say goodbye to old colleagues. For some, they marry and take a bow after years of being single and free. We graduate and we say farewell to our classmates. We die and crossed our bridge, either with smiles or with remorse.

I always believe that some people come into our lives like a lightning. They came into our lives so quickly, bringing some kind of light into our lives. Like a lightning, sometimes they shock us, and sometimes they amaze us. Whatever they bring us, somehow these people discharged a different kind of electricity, rekindling the fire in us.

We saw them or converse with them once-like the unknown passenger in the jeepney who sat beside us on our way to our office or school-we don't expect to see them again. Like a bubble in the air. Gone.

But sometimes, people who came into our lives like a lightning, come back unexpectedly. An example of how fate brings surprises into our existence.

And most of the times, when these people come back and begin to weave their lives into ours, we wanted it to last. We don't want them to be a lightning or a bubble, not even that stranger who will be sitting beside you in PUVs. We want them to stay, we wanted it to last. We want to build memories with them...because having the second opportunity to be with these people who were once a stranger into our lives is close to destiny and such a funny and rare joke of Fate.

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December 15, 2010
10:30 AM
Vizconde massacre
by canopyofthoughts

 

I thought sorrow was just an emotion...and doesnt have a face.

Not until this morning...when I saw here at the newscenter Mr. Lauro Vizconde.



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November 29, 2010
12:54 PM
Abducted
by canopyofthoughts

Monday, November 29... I say:

Can somebody rescue me.

I was abducted by that thing called...

work.

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Drops of Jupiter by Train


Now that she’s back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there’s time to change, hey, hey, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey, hey, hey
hey, hey, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Now that she’s back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey, hey
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there’s room to grow, hey, hey, hey, hey
yea...

Now that she’s back in the atmosphere
I’m afraid that she might think of me as plain ol jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the milky way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you, even when I know you’re wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone
Conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the milky way

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself